PLEASE COME BACK TO THE REALITY

17/01/18,Rabu,8.36pm
sudah 5 bulan berlalu..
Slps perkahwinan Dia..

I 4get some1 ,
Cose of wht?,
Why?
R u ok?
It's not like that...
wht u tlking bout...
whn we know n realise that we love someone n make man as a first n final love in our heart..and soul.   ...ok..mybe,other think i'am crazy n like child bt the feeling is in my heart n soul...
could we please return to the past and don't think like tht...not... Not like tht....
it's still not working...
i'dont know...
a man that i love is not mine bt other woman just have the man.
maybe i'm not perfect..cause in quran says:lelaki yg baek utk prempuan yg baek n prempuan yg baek utk lelaki yg baek...
always tell my heart n soul that feeling is just only  pretending...
in first time i look the eyes...
make me peace...
maybe the man is not my fate....
that man deserve to fate whit someone tht perfect...aq tkkan tnye kenapa?sbb sblm aq dilahirkan dan ditiup oleh allah ke dlm jsd..allah sudah perlihatkan pada diriku smua tntg hidup ku di dunia..dan roh aq snggup hadapi hidup ini..jdi knpe aq perlu merintih pd allah sdgkan aq dlu sdh bjanji n snggup hadapi smua nie mse di depan allah...aq kne kuat.. Tbh...kne bersabar...kne kuatkan smngt sbb dh tcatat di luh mahfuz yg dia bkn jdoh aq n milik aq.  Jodoh dia dgn someone yg bleh bimbing dia. Yg bleh jaga dia dgn baek..they look perfect when together.   Yup...it is a reality..n true

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